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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

[Sleepless]

I just lie down on Riley's bed, pretendin to be sleeping while he nad jaz is yapping about nirvana. I had just gone out of the computer room, chattin with Ad and C. It has been a terrible night..painful and sad.
I cant sleep. I keep thinkin of her. Of us. Something is wrong im sure. i can sense it, i know how it is when everything is normal...when everything is still alive. Now, its just dead, and cold.
What happen? Is it something that i had done to the one person i loved so much in this world? Why? When everything i thought had gone perfect, new shit come to my face.
I slept for awhile (i dreamt Edward Cullen biting my neck. Sick bastard) and around 5 am i took a shower. Jaz is still sleepin and Riley on the couch sleeping with a ps2 controler.
I cant sleep. My chest still hurt since lastnight, as if something in my heart wanted to burst out of it..killing me.
I went to the computer room and prayed for a while. I turned to god for help..and i fell asleep.
Next thing i know i woke up at 10am and Riley and Jaz is playin Pet Society. They realise im not the usual...i was silent. I dont know what to do.
I love her..badly. I never cared so much to someone before. We promised this would last forever, our love, our relationship. I hope its true. 5 months now, and i love her more than before. But i dont know whats playin in her mind. The rain reminds me of her..all the times we had. Why must it be ****??
Its new year's eve...and im welcoming 2009 with depression. Not a very good idea i must say. I cant help it. She's the only one who can cheer me up, by loving me from the bottom of her heart.
I wish by midnight....i'll be dead with love then alive without it.

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[I was a St.Angelian Student. Was]

A short story of what i've been through in SAS

Chapter 1- First Entry
I can still remember that morning when me and some of the other boys first enrolled to SAS. The shyness was there..and so was lust. I went into class..filled with girls. Yu Lee was the only boy inside. We were in F4 that year, 2007.
Bell rang, and after orientation (which had gone terribly) we all went into class, boys sittin at the centre row and girls on the two sides. Mrs.Malar was our class teacher .She encourage us to communicate and laughed when she found out im gonna be the only guy in Science Class. We boys still didnt communicate with the girls (except for some who instantly get a girlfriend at day 1) untill few days later.

Chapter 2 - Science Class
HAHA. This was the most freaky part of my life that time. Being alone with 5 other girls? Its a mixture of bothe fear and excitement. And i have a crush with one of them. And she was the first girl to talk to me in SAS.

Chapter 3- National Day
In February, the F4 was chosen to join the marching parade un bandar. Me and my fucktard best friend JAZ (jk) was very excited to get off the stupid school fo once.And that time, i was very close to the girl that iliked earlier.
THEN, there was one more girl who likes me. She proposed me and i do not know how to answer. In the end, i said yes. But it didnt feel right coz i still liked the other girl.

Chapter 4- This relationship
This is where i first realise how sucked a relationship can be. The girl that proposes me have a boyfriend and the girl that i liked earlier also liked some other boys who were my friends and i cant focus on this relationship becuse i wanted the other girl. Its a chaos. A relly fucked up era.

Chapter 5- Catropolis
I was suppose to be at Kuching (catropolis) at 2007, because by right afterform 3, im should move. But i convince my family to let me stay..until they suddenly change their mind and forced me to go to kuching. So on 18 March 2007, i moved to kuching..leaving a lot of unfinished business behind. And i was still obsss on that girl.
Catropolis sucks. I was an emo there..being sad and depressed l the time. But i did NOT cut my wrist. Im just sad as a NOMAL sad person couold be. I made up my mind to return to Brunei. To Seriaville..where i know my life should be. And i did return.

Chapter 6- Consequences of returning
Immeiately after i returned (it was April 1st..yes april fool) thngs had gone haywired. I break up with the girl that propose me and triedto get the other girl. And it seems that sh dont really care about me anymore.So i was rea;yfucked up again that time.
But i was glad to return..

Chapter 7- Forming ofthe ElectronicHeartBeats
Theodora wanted the school to form their own band. Naz first took Damian. Then after i reuturned to Seria,they picked me to join. So we are a 3 man band now..and we need a singer.
Coincidentaly, one F3 girl, Aizzah (aka Lulu) was suddenly noticed by the boys because she cut her hair short. And Naz said she have a great voice..and plays guitar. So we asked her...and she agree. She picked the name EHB because she was obsessed with electronica songs genre that time.
The other bands that was formed was White Ink, and two other band that i forgot.
And by midterm..we have our first gig.

Chapter 8- Drama
ROMEO and JULIET! Bobo insisted me and Jaz to join due to short of actor. And me and Jzaz persuaded the others tojoin.Thats when i get to know Lulu better. And we met more drama people who are very friendly. And there..i had a crush on one drama girl. she was My class mate also. HAHA
She was a very frindly girl and i have fun playing around her. She is also very popular
Every drama practice was very enjoyable. Mrs.Malar treat us fun. And when Ziqah join us, things get more fun.
Then WancChing and Chia also start o sibuk on our dama. They dont want violence or guns. WE DONT FUCKIN CARE. HAHA I supplied the guns. Then they marah at me. But the show must go on.
During the big night, we all had HAD FUN!!!! Theodora was vry sick that nght and cant watch our play because she was in the hospital.
I miss dramaaaaaaaa

Chapter 9- Final exam
After drama, everything start to return to normal. BORING. Wann Ching talk crap about examssss. Spoiled our mood. After the whole exam, we felt freee!!!!! We played twister, limbo, truth or dare and more. It was all fun...until repor card day.
My result was okay. I get 2nd place. Kalah with MeeCheng!!!!! eeeeeeeee
But the sad part was most of my bestfriends failed. Jaz, Red, Yong, Ravi. IT SUCKSSSS
That means there is gonna be very little boys next year in F5. But what to do.Sigh

Chapter 10- Early Senior Year
2008! My senior yearr!!! That means PROM, PREFECTS, BEING BOSSY! hahahahahah. Its fun to think of it. And ialways teased Jaz for stuck in F4.
So i was made as one of the school prefects. It was fun cause everone keep giving me bribes..and i take it.
There is one big news in the school that time. About a new girl in school. She was in form 1, and also the manager board's daughter. All the boys was talkin about her and i overheard it from KokTing. So me and KokTing go to find that new girl. And i saw her. I knew her from church. She IS cute. Like an anime character. So yea. KokTing start to persuade me to talk to her. I refused because i dont dare. Then one time i was incharge taking down names of latecomers. Then the new girl come. I didnt know her name so i nervously ask her 'Name please?'
She respond wit a very soft whispery voice 'Adriana'
Then my partner Chitra say to me 'Why you shaking? You like her ah?"
I ignore her. I know her name now. No all i need is to get her emel...but people say she dont have emel.

Chapter 11 - Prom
YEAAAA PROM NIGHT. I manage to put EHB to play a gig for it..and Aizat aka Riley became our lead guitarist.
The prom was planned to be held at Sutera Biru..but the rent was so expensive so we move to Ribiera hotel.
I asked the girl i lkie in drama to be my date and she accept. =)
The prom night was more like dinner party. No one wants to dance. BORING.

Chapter 12- Lulu and Riley Stop schooling
They have to move to indonesia so they stop goin to SAS. After that recess had been pretty boringggggggg. No more Lulu laughing. No more Riley pretending to be Hiro Nakamura.
But...they were still in brunei the whole time. Bu before Riley leave..he give me and email. Not his email. But Ad's email.

Chapter 13-The best birthday present
21st june i was at Zerul's place because Jaz and Aizzack make a small paty for me. Then i borrow jaz phone. AD was online..and i was llike AHHHHHHHH. I finally on9 with ad. It was soooooo awesomeeeeeee.

Chapter 14- Perayaan
YEA! Its perayaan time. Fo some of us this means shuffle competion. Its so cooool.
At one time Ad agreed to go on a date with me there...she did show up. But the date went terribly wrong.
But it was fun that time.

Chapter 15- Golden Jubilee
After rehearsing for more than months, GJ is near. And during one rehearsal, i talked to Ad for the first time. And the next day...she becmae mu soulja girl. =)
WELL GJ finally arrive and it does not look so fun. BORING waaaa. After few dance people go home. BORING MANNNN
Family Day was better.

Chapetr 16 - GCE
This is it....my final exam in SAS. We all feared it and we manage to get through it. We survive and will only wait for our results.

Chapter 17 - Then
After exam i keep comin to school to accompany Ad when she go home..and her mum saw me. Im deadd...but Ad was smart to tell her mum that im just a friend.
Then the next news come in. My mum want us to leave next year.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im stoping here with the story...fuck i miss SAS =(

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[Its Christmas time.....AGAIN]

CHRISTMAS!! hahahah majal
yesterday was xmas eve mass. before the mass i met Ad and C. they are joining the xmas choir. Nicole, Hill and dette too. I bought a gift for Ad and C and expect C to fulfill her end of the promise (the dare)...which she ignorE!! Im not playing truth or dare with you anymore.
And Ad....wow. She look very =D. never see her that pretty before..which she respond to me as 'Ewwww'. so i just keep it to my self. I gave her the xmas gift and she gave me an xmas kiss. fair enuf i guess. =S
I forgot to smell her hand....what smell kan she and C keep talkin.
Then they have to get ready for choir. And AD fall sleep during homily, according to C

I WAS serving that night and keep talking with naz on the altar.

And Jason.....poor kid. He was waiting for his dream girl. Let me define that. He likes a girl who he know nothing of and she is going to leave BRUNEI SOON. And in the end....Jason cant get the girl emel, number or any other form of contact.

Then arrive home around 1am, i went online. then i fell asleep. then i went online back and Ad is online...with phone. NOW SHE KNOW HOW BORING I FELT. HAHAHA. She say the phone 'wangi'. Everything oso she smell. HAHA

I sleep...and i think Ad and C is mad at me because i never stay up very late with them..

The next day is xmas day mass. i sit with naz inside. toooo cold

After mass Nicole gave me a Gift from C....WHY WONT SHE GIVE ME HERSELF?? at least got. hahha
And Ad also got. i was gonna approach her when her granny come to the scene. dammit. then she went online use phone in p.hall. Me tooo. So we chat while we are only few centimetres away from eachother. Santa this year was fucking fake.
I wanted toi approach Ad again then her PARENTS plg datang. siall.

Yea..i miss herr tadi. although we are very near to eachother. sigh

after visiting houses...i end up blogging at the twins crib...with NAZ NEW LAPTOP!!!!!!
and i repairred my blog

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[WANNA SOLVE A 3x3 RUBIK'S CUBE?]

Since some of my friends still askin me how t actualy solve the 3x3 rubik's cube, i might as well post it here. This tutorial im giving you is one of the common instruction on how to solve it. It can be found in Google if you search properly.
What you will need-
1.A normal 3x3 Rubik's Cube
2.A paper and pen
3.A desire to learn and practice

LETS GET STARTED

1) The Cube and Algarithms
First i must introduce to you what Algarithms (aka Formula) is. It is a set of instruction you use it to move certain part of the cube without screwing up the other faces.

Hold a cube. The colour of the centrepiece of the cube is ALWAYS the colour of the face, because the centre is fixed.

The basic Algarithms consists of a Letter which indicates which face you are turning and a symbol which indicates the direction for you to turn it.
Example- U, D', R, R'

Now observe the cube you are holding.
The face that is facing you is called Front, F
The face on the left is called Left. L
The face on the right is called Right, R
The face on the top is called Up,U
The face on the bottom is called Down, D
The face at the back is called Back, B

There are two types of rotation,
-Clockwise (direction the needles of an analog clock is moving)

-Anti-Clockwise (diection OPPOSITE the needles of an analog clock is moving)

When the instruction is
U, it means rotate the Top face 90' clockwise (Read as Up)
U', it means rotate the Top face 90' anticlockwise (Read as Up Inverted)
2U or U U, it means turns the Top surface 180' regardless of the direction

Same goes with the other (F,R',L,2L,D',B B,)
Now it is best for you to learn to navigate the cube by solving any one face randomly.

2. SOLVING FIRST LAYER
No ALGARITHMS is needed here yet.
This is called the first layer

i) Get a Cross
Choose any one colour as first layer (in this case, BLUE). Make the blue centre as the top face as shown. Then first make a cross as shown and make sure the colour of each side the same with the centre of each other faces..

ii)Fill the corners
After making a corect cross, fill up the corners with the correct piece until you solved the first layer completely as shown.

3.SOLVING SECOND LAYER
i)After solving the first layer, turn the cube upside down as shown.

ii)Then your objective now is to fill the missing piece A nd B on every side. To o this, spin the top layer until you create a large upside down T with a top piece C. This will be your Frot Face

iii) You will either move that top piece C to fill the A piece or B piece of the cube. This depends on the top colour D. Since here it is left, you move it to the Right at B.

How to move it? Follow this algarithms.
Move from the top to Left (C to A)
-U' L' U L U F U' F'

Move from the top to Right (C to B)
-U R U' R' U' F' U F

It will be like this

After filling in all the missing sides at all faces. you will get this.

CONGRATULATIONS! You had solved the second layer

4. SOLVING THE THIRD (aka FINAL) LAYER
Now all you have to do is to focus on the top surface and do not worry of screing up the other faces that you had done earlier.

i) Find an 'L'
Now you will find a letter L. The L MUST look like this

Normaly after you will get diferent types of top upper face after you finished two layers. Below are some example

A- No specific pattern
B- A letter L
C- A box
D- A Cross

As mention earlier, you must get an L. In the figure, only B and C. In figure A, there is an L, but this is not the L shape that you want. TAKE NOTE OF THE FRONT FACE.

Now if you do not have an L, lika A, you can use this algarithm to form and L
R' U' F' U F R
Do this repeatedly until an L is formed

ii) Get a Cross
Unless you aleady have a cross such as D, you must make a cross of your own from L
You will use the same previous Algarithm ato do this. TAKE NOTE OF THE FRONT FACE

R' U' F' U F R

ii) Make your cross correct
Each side of the cross must corredpond to the colour of each face.

The possible types of cross you can get is
A. All correct
B. Two opposite correct
C. Two consecutive side correct
D. None correct

If all correct, you can skip this step
Otherwise, use this Algarithms, and make the FrontFace in the diagram as the face facing you (MUST) For none correct, use any face. Use repeatedly until cross is correct

R U R' U R U U R'

iii)Arrange the corners correct in PLACE but incorrect position
Confused? Well it means that now, you must bring the correct corner piece to the correct place, although it is still not solved. Sometime one corner maybe solved already, So you can use that as the correct corner. SKIP this step if all corners is already correct place.
Example-

If not correct, choose any face and use this next algarithm until the corrected corner is at the bottom right of the top facem because this Algarithm WILL NOT move this corner. Make sure the cross is STILL in the correct place.

Use this algarithm repeatedly untill all the corners is n the correct places.

U R U' L' U R' U' L

IV)Solve the corners

This is the FINAL algarithm.
R' D' R D
It will only change the cornerpiece of the bottom right piece.

So choose a correct face, then use the algarithm repeatedly. When the corner is solved, DO NOT CHANGE THE FACE. Spin the top face so the corner that you wanna change next will be again at the bottom right.
Continue do this with all the unsolve corners

Your cube is solved

Do practice. If you still dont get it.....contact Nazery Nain or Noel Ang

Labels: WANNA SOLVE A 3x3 RUBIK'S CUBE?

[Ice Lemon Tea Kiss]

Last WEDNESDAY Me and Ad have to settle a PROBLEM with a guy who has been HARASSING my AD!!! Sasak ku. The problem is, he's a friend of mine. So i arrive there at OGDC at a coincidently same time with Ad. I saw that guy at the cinema area. Ad tricked him saying that she wud come alone. bUT HE DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE ME AROUND.
So i talked to him...and he requested to talk with Ad alone. I looked at Ad...she was realy afraid and refuse to. I told her i'll be right behind her. So she go for a small talk. Then the guy left....i hope its settled oredi.
Then i bought ad a drink coz im proud she faced the problem. HAHAHA. But then too many people at OGDC at that time coz of the science camp. Hard to find a lonely place to date. siallllll HAHAH
So we just go cafe then walk around. then cafe. then walk around. REALLY wa nothing to do at there.
Then i met Amal. She joining the science camp. HAHAHAH kesiannnn
Then we met YuLee Puang and Jack with the Basketball team. HAHAHA
Then me and Ad found a lonely spot under a tree with a bench. HAHA finally
Then she wana go eat...and i teman her. She eat spaghetti and drink ice lemon tea. I laugh at the way she eat the spaghetti. Twirll and scoop. HAHA pakan
Oohh than i met Ikhwan....who oso follow the Camp. He mistakenly called Ad 'Cat". HAHAHAH wrong person laaaaa
Then its almost 7. so she have to wait for the mum.....which means i have to hide!
So she gave me a goodbye kiss (BEST ONE EVER) and i hide under the big ship. mosquito waaaaaaa

then i walk back home.....30 minute i think. ngaleh eh

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[Panaga Beach Party]

YEAA ANOTHER PARTY. Too much party oh diz holiday, and i can feel that there is more to come. This party is for my brother (i dont wanna say why) at Panaga beachh. Me and Jason follow Theodora's car with Lysa and Christine.

I arrive there at almost 2pm....and I wish i had come EARLIER coz Ad came earlier. When i arrive i saw Ad staring at the BBQ fire looking blank. i wonder what she was dreaming. So i go to her and give her the dogtag she wants. Then we go to the hut nearby facing the beach where we are alone for a while. I took one pic of us..then finish battery.Paloi wa.

My bro and their gang play hairspray which they finished when i wanted to play with it. Fuck. So me and Ad join the rest to eat.

Ad notice i eat so little that day. I wasn hungry yet. HAHA then i ask her to follow pat while i talke wiyth my friends. Then i saw Ad alone again. So i bring her to the beach....i wanna get her wet. HAHAHA. We walk tto the deep water and i TRY and TRy to push Ad but she hold me to tight. THen we *cough*. hahahah pakan

After failing to get wet, god helped us by splashing a BIG WAVES on us. Our pants basah. HAHAH.
I follow Ad change shirt at the Panaga toilet. I saw many niggas and white people. Feels like in miami..but the security like indon. XP
After change i follow Ad back to the party area and we sit with Heliana and her gang. SOMEONE stare at my bro. HAHAHAHAHA.
Then Ad halau me. Jk. She told me to go play with Damian they all at the beach because her mum is coming to pick her up. So sadly i kiss her goodbye and rush to the seawater to drown myself. HAHA wtf. Thats the last time i saw her dat day. its only 3.30pm.

THEN we play at the beach. And we swim...at the deep part. Me, Damian, Jason, AdrianJang, Jeremy, Allister, KokTing, Sam. The rest play oso but further away from us. Anjali oso mau2 ikut us.
this is where it gets interesting.

Damian and Jason and AJ went to the DEEPER part where the Waves are far biggerrrrr.
Then one BIG waves splash them
Damian and JAson dissappear
We thought they are playing
They are still missing
Then Damian appear gasping for air
But Jason still missing'
We heard him shout for help
Then after gone for a minute, jason was floating on water
We panic
Then Jason was actually backstroking to shore
He and Damian faced near DEATH
Jason was traumatised and cursed the ocean
We still play at the water....Jason sit nad meditate at the tree.

Then we take a shower at the bbq area and jeremy bring us shuffle half naked. All the white people watch us. HAHAHAA
Then we all rest and go home.......

at home my mum marah me because my white shirt all full of sand.

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