This is a video of me
during the Earth Hour night.

Its my first Vlog (Video Blog)
and I added substitles cause
even I can't understand what I'm saying

The above is the Saloon responsible for my hairdo for the past 3 years.
My Saloonist name is Bonnie
He's technicaly the only guy in the store
He used to have an Emo Assistant
But I guess he's all alone now.

Well,
Yeah
I cut my hair
ITS FOR SCHOOL
Hair will grow back right in someway! HAHA

Thsi is me with my cousin Phil
Hes from Miri,
my father's cousin's son.

He stop by few days ago so we made this cool videos XD
But
ITS TOO BLURR!!!!
Cause we are using Mobile Phone X(

Swimming again!
Dammit this holiday is filled
with series of fun-filled activities.
I can rate it as the best holiday ever
(although the fact is i've been in holiday for few monts now, since GCE exam back in November)

Today to celebrate Yong's return from Hong Kong
we went to swim at Mumong again with Jaz and KokTing.
Sam and Adrian met us there.

Today, the Fagg Family went to KayBay town to chill!
We planned this since Famine.
The one who came was Me, Jaz, Sharmin, Celine, Adrian, Sam
We all met at our favourite KB spot called the Merrilyn Cafe

After hitching a ride with an ex-st.mike student, we went to the beach near Jubillee park
The beach was so filled with people
But we managed to find an empty spot

Nicole came WAYYY Later in the afternoon, at almost 4pm i think.
She had no transport earlier
We bumoed into her acrosss the street at KB town

While Sharmin and Adrian
Went to KB KnJ,
We went to the harbour to see people
fishing

After this we went to eat again at the Sports Cafe near Sutera Biru where we rendezvous
with Sharmin and Adrian.
Then as time approaches 7pm, we all went home

Today is FUN!

It has been a REALLY fun holiday so far
Celine and Nicole start hanging out with us more often
Today for example, they folowed us supervise the COM Retreat at COOL church
Celine was there early, like at 7am i think.

We are the "dish washers" in the retreat (me, sam, C, edward, Red, Nicole)
After washing dishes, by noon we went to town for shopping and hanging out.







we came back for mass, and something sober happen (this will not be stated here)

Im really glad that C and N is with us.
FAGGS FAMILLY!

FAMINE 2009
Brought us all closer together
Those who are unknown now become friends
Those who are friends now became bestfriends
Those who are bestfreinds become MORE than bestfriends
In the end
It was a very memorable partof my life
and now I miss it
so
HOORAY to famine!

Dedicated to C, Sam, N, Jason, J.Adrian, Veyra, Sharmin, Adrian Foo, Alley, Obel, Noel, Theodora, Nath, ETC

YEA!

I meet this guy at SMSA today
HAHAHHA
Fucktard

Just got back from SMSA
And went to school for my work
Now im blogging in the lab
with DIYANA's class

So bising

Anyway, I registered myself at SMSA today
All went well I guess
Took 3 subjects
-Maths
-Physics
-English Literature

And GP of course, i think it stands for General Paper

I'll be schooling after the holidays
hello SMSA
Yea, i get what i want
Hope i wont regret this
This time it involves
a LOT of money

EDUCATION AIN'T FREE ANYMORE

And SMSA Form6 is like University Standard
You are ON YOUR OWN
No teachers to yapp around if you dont do no shit for them
I hope i won't disappoint anyone

Wish me luck guys
I'll in form you when my SMSA quest is 100% completed

My dad sold our old white car today
My mum was pissed
because the buyer took the car right after buying without changing the documents first.
All of us were
So there is another arguement in my family today
my mum kept shouting at dad
Its so ARGH

Im pissed to
That CAR was suppose to be pass down to me
IF i get to enter SMSA,
ARE THEY EXPECTING ME TO
CYCLE TO KB FOR TWO YEARS??
Now I have to find another CAR
WHICH AGAIN INVOLVE MONEY!
AAHHHHHHH

Baie
Fuck
Puke
Sial
Antah ehhhhhh

Okay, now im focusing on SMSA first

Cant wait for famine
At least I can chill there
without worrying any SHIT

YAY
After 1 month,
they are back for the holiday!
For 1 week
untill this saturday
like
=_=
so sekejap

Faimine is coming, and Im pretty excited cause got one budak pendek wanna strangle
ME in the bus!
So setaie already
HAHAHA Poer Queen

A message to my daughter
C-H-I-L-L
All the best man

I'll be picking my
Bro and Mum from Sibu
TOMORROW

So i wont be at work and I wont be online

I will return

TOMORROW
itself

14 hour trip mann


Today is friday the 13.
Bad luck today
-Fell down at the bathroom
-Lose to Brian in CS
-Wifi very shitty

Since my dad is busy with work, i asked Yong and Brian to accompany
me to a long trip of my SMSA QUEST.
Today's job was to take some letter the MOE faxed to
the school's prncipal.

Departing at 2pm plus, we travelled to SMSA..
The office is located at the second floor.
Yong was afraid to walk around because he was wearing shorts
Brian was scared cause he was wearing SAS uniform
I took the letter from the office and read it..
I am accepted
HOWEVER
My quest is not done yet
I still have the student pass to worry about
and the FEE like OMG!
==
Still in stress mode..
THEN
we went to the canteen to chill out with Mag and R.
We suppose to wait for Arifah to finish class cause she wanna meet me
But then. she was nowhere to be seen.



Then we head back to seria at 3pm to have lunch at Ayamku.
Today was fun
XD

I was searching old photos in my old friendster and found out the best picture that
I ever see.
It was edited by Jazly himself
And photo is taken at one of the KayBay town rooftops
XD

Following Aizzack TKD's tips,
i have downloaded the
SONY VEGAS MOVIE STUDIO!!!

I can edit videos again!

The MOE just called me
through SAS
when i was at work

He say it may be possible for me to go SMSA
they wanna see my dad
and my siz i think
Wow
SMSA
i always wanted to go there..
then why im not happy?

The feeling of being a 'useless' child in the family gets stronger now
And MsWanChing don't help much by saying to me
"You dug your own funeral. So deal with it"
All my family members are struggling to provide a firm education for me
yes again, my stubbornness put that on halt
this is too painful, the guilt towards my family
There's no denyi that god help me in this path...but is this the path?

now...
im not into any mood of doing anything
life just....stucked.

=(

DAMMIT!
I was editing some movie clips for my crew's next project
when suddenly it cant be opened anymore.
The freaking program cannot be opened.
Everytime I tried, it says

"Program not responding"

Like WTF?
Maybe because i accidentaly reinstalled the WMV due to the lag it created earlier.
Now im regretting it.

I've been staying up all night fixing this,
trying to search for other movie maker applications that would be better.
Alas, its not easy
Most of them are Demos or trial version.
Colourful Movie Maker
Picture Maker
Bla Bla

Adobe Premiere Pro was the one I wanted.
It took so long to download just to find out that that version only works for Vista. Fudge!!

Later that night, Aizzack TKD texted me in MSN saying that he knows a better Movie Maker
called the Pinnacle or Sony Vegas Studio.
He wants me to check in youtube how to get them for free.
So I really really thanked him for that.
Hope i can download some new software that I can use...

He is......
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Sharmin ==

And for his work, he got paid $5 for his 'heroic' task.

After that, he was interviewed by the Local TV Series, the G-WORD Talk Show.
Enjoy the clip
=)

Me and my Dad been trying to fix my old bike
Well, not MINE actualy, its Al's.
Its so rusty
The gears, the pedals,
I need to change it all
And maybe give it some spraypaint and put my initails on it.
Yea!
Once its fixed i dont have to walk to school again.
I'll just bike myself around Seria like my old days with John
=)

This is so effing sucks
All of my mates going to begin schooling in SMSA today
Ahh how i wish i could be there
Insead i'm still stuck at SAS
Well, it beats going back to Malaysia

Yes, i maybe the stubborn kid in my family's eyes
Saying that I have my head and my heart stuck in Brunei forever
and they are the one that have to bear the consequences
Yes, it fells gulty if you're in my place
Im sick of relying on my family,
im sick of being a freeloader to them
i need to start taking off that 3rd wheel off my bike
and pedal myself to the unknown path ahead
for good
or for worse

My sizter always understands me, although she really opposes me
trying to stuck here forever
but she still helps me out with the MOE for my application to SMSA.
thanks siz

My Mum,
she supports everything i choose,
but in her
i know
she wish i am choosing the right future plans.
Am I?
Or am I just stuck under a severe influence of peer pressure

My dad just chills
I never know what is his plan for me
I guess his the go with the flow type of guy

My big bro,
is very generous
almost like my siz
he knows I'm useless to persuade as he tried that last two years
and he is pretty pissed at my future decision again

My lil bro
He really understands me
he never opposes me
or proposes
But he obeys my parents
putting other's will before his

And me
Yes, im stubborn
some countries may define me as selfish
others maybe an irresponsible brat
and it sucks being this way
felt so guilty
and afraid of the future
from the current path
why cant I be like my friends?
Having normal life
no need to worry much about financial,
pasports, student pass and all the government hardcopies
that constantly fills up my drawers?

I hope god can tell me that whatever i choose will lead to a great life.
I really do.