Wednesday, March 11, 2009
[MOE just called me ._.]
The MOE just called me
through SAS
when i was at work
He say it may be possible for me to go SMSA
they wanna see my dad
and my siz i think
Wow
SMSA
i always wanted to go there..
then why im not happy?
The feeling of being a 'useless' child in the family gets stronger now
And MsWanChing don't help much by saying to me
"You dug your own funeral. So deal with it"
All my family members are struggling to provide a firm education for me
yes again, my stubbornness put that on halt
this is too painful, the guilt towards my family
There's no denyi that god help me in this path...but is this the path?
now...
im not into any mood of doing anything
life just....stucked.
=(
Labels: smsa hais
Posted by THEOracle at 10:36 AM